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hold hands
held hands
placed one finger
traced one lie
still stood
stood still
in your outline
walked in your disguise
breathed in your
your
... smell
sampled your heart

caught
...you
catch
...you
catch
caught still
... stood
still
... verbalize
dramatize
... humanize
your eyes
... they stood
still
....stood
still
... your...
they stood
... they lied
they cried
... they tore
at my heart
... the strings
you mastered
... the smell
....of your disguise
your hidden outline
....your stolen moments
in time
i smell
....of your smell
of your disguise
your hidden outline
your timid hands
spider like fingers
and
and spider like caresses
and you
continue to
hold out
and put out
and take it all away
you continue
to dish out
...pain
feed off my membrane
and
consume my...
continue
...constantly
neverending
...always lingering
momentarily fading
you continue to be
my
...little
shriveled up
.............white
lie