...of whispered desire
fell through... cracks
of creased and stained
........wood
laid with pencil sharpenings
......rough drafts
and rubber erasers
...softening past mistakes
from razor sharp points
....to faintly outlined
disguises and compromises
no touch
...no accidental caress
of rough and innocent...hands
....no lingering fingertips
no subtle grazes of collarbones
....or shoulder bones
or heart shaped bones
....set in stone
moving forward in slow motion
....mixing up time
yours and mine
...conflicting schedules
and no bus or train or plane
......or even membrane
that follows one path
....one predetermined street
no meet and greet between our feet
...only silent pauses
hanging onto thin
....sometimes suffocating
.........air
...........................imagination prevailed
....my thoughts
turn to you in moments of
.......weakness
surrender to your construction
...fill in the gaps
present and past blended
....melded and were welded
........together
you were farther from me
...yet we were closer
in mind
.....in need
in lust covered
.......conflict driven
...mind numbing
......heart thumping
...skin racing
.......hand shaking
.....need
both required and desired
your eyes
...blue and cloud free
met coffee stained waters
....from time to time
hesitant glances
.....modern age romances
connected through and by and for
....some mystery chain
wrapped up mostly in membranes
.....slowing time
easing newfound emotions
..dangerous territory
between you and....i
...unclaimed
and never fully gained
....but whispered
to dark corners
......and other bleeding hearts
hopeful
....hoping
..hope
there is a second chapter
....one more page to turn
one more dogeared note of a
.......single quote
spelling out what our silence
...tried to but choked
failed and has since fled
...leaving me half here
and half there with some faded
........perhaps jaded
memory of..............you
